Wednesday, December 27, 2006

Being a GOOD girl

....is TOUGH. And the Rheometer is BORING. It shears and churns and churns and shears and shows crazy values, and undecipherable graphs. The air-conditioning is cold, and acetone is BAD for skin. Sambhar is a tiring meal, and Rasam is all about cheating on sambhar. Television is dangerous for health, and orange juice ROCKS.

crazy blog, crazier blogger.

Managed to survive two splendid night-outs,
#1: RRI canteen extension called "the village"
#2:RRI guest house bed over a free local phone

Differnt people, different topics, different laughter.
Talked of ghosts, dreams (especially the psychologically tiring ones), campus in general, people, politics, more people, more politics, love stories, stories of love, girl friends and boy friends, and just friends.

Made me realise how mundane I am, inspite of all the self proclaimed denials of being one. The everyday me is sacked in a pair or dirty denims, crushed t-shirt, ruffelled hair and spectacles. And think of it, I have been audacious enough to think I am a little out of ordinary. No glitter and better than gold.
Eye opener:
have to wrap up a few more samples, pack my belongings, clear my office area, clear my papers in the office, get my pay cash, and behave LIKE a good girl. take a flight, register myself, start on with the grind again. Life is tough dude, I mean regular life is tough.
Phone bills to explain to my own self, a room to clear up, fresh clean copies even at the end of semester, dots against my name on the attendance sheet, punctured tyre of my bicycle...life is ordinarily complexed to evade explanation.

I don't like orkutismic fever, but I have never been brave enough to just delete my profile from it and disappear.
A new year peeping around from the corner, a new semester to crush n grind, a month full of experiences to weighten my bag forever. I have learnt so much, rather realised so much that now I wonder if all this "extra-ordinary" living is worth it.
Time to be the everyday me again.


P.S. : please don't post your comments on my scrap book or mail. It helps to relate better in here. And I have no problems with identity and stuff.

4 comments:

Dee said...

If these are the random deliberations that make a gal being GOOD ....then ... it is adorable for life ! Isn't it ? and that is how the complexities goes around every flashes of life . Good going !! keep up !

Royal Stag said...

....and you are?


the blog was typed in desperate conditions, absolute dire straits of being stranded in a city , alien, and alone

Ashish Jain said...

wow...cool creation

Royal Stag said...

hey thanx...why dont u show up your own blog as well!!